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Dear Extrovert. (Letter From An Introvert)

"Dear Extroverts,
You amaze me. Your outgoing friendliness, your capacity for life and people, your sheer energy! I’m fascinated by the way you can go from engagement to engagement without taking a break. And how you never seem to be at a loss for words.
I must confess, when I see the ease with which you operate in the world, I am often envious. You just don’t seem fazed by all that happens. And you command attention so easily. I’m jealous of how you can move so quickly and accomplish so much in a day. The world does seem to be made for people like you.
I must also say I’m sorry. I’m sorry I keep declining your invitations. Please know that when I do so, it’s not because I don’t like you. I’ve probably just had a very full week and need some time on my own to refill my energy tank. It often pains me to say “no” to you. I fear that one of these days, I’ll have turned you down one too many times and you won’t be my friend anymore. Or that I’ll miss out on some fantastic experience.
I’m sorry, too, for making you feel awkward by my silence. It takes me a while to put words to my thoughts. It’s scary for me to start speaking without knowing the complete thought I want to express. In most cases, I probably have something to say – if you just wait long enough for me to gather my thoughts. Or, if you give me a heads up and mention it to me beforehand, I can mull things over in advance. You probably wouldn’t believe this, but most times, I will rehearse a phone call in my head before I dial your number. And after we hang up, I’ll replay our conversation twenty times in my head, thinking of better things I could have said.
I often find myself wishing I were more like you. Sometimes I resent my need for so much sleep and time alone. I feel so limited and needy. I dislike the fact that I often have to pare down my to-do list to one or two things a day and learn to be satisfied with that. I also wish it didn’t take so much effort to get out of the house. At conferences, parties and meetings, I sometimes take refuge in the quietness of the bathroom. And then I feel silly, or think I’m a bad person for skipping out on things.
Oh, I’ve tried to be more like you. For many years, I packed my schedule and attended every event. The results were disastrous. I had to take a year of medical leave to recuperate.
I’m learning though. I’m learning that being able to sit in stillness is a gift. And that my limits are also a gift. I’m learning to be more bold with what I have to offer the world; to speak louder when I do decide to talk. I’m learning, too, that I can appreciate your strengths without needing to possess them myself. Because in the end, we all need each other. And you inspire me to take more risks in life.
I do really appreciate when you initiate with me though. Picking up the phone is a bit scary sometimes, so it’s nice when you call. I apologize in advance though if you get my voicemail… My phone is sometimes on silent(!)
Thanks for bearing with me.
Your dear, mysterious, and quiet friend,

I was overjoyed, ecstatic, amazed, enlightened and most especially, relieved when I came across this letter and also other texts written about introversion and extroversion. This is because I'm an introvert. I've known this for many years but I did not know it was the reason behind my behavior. I thought myself (as did others both family, friends, acquaintances and even strangers) to be strange and weird. I thought so many things I did were peculiar to me. Sometimes I even disliked myself and I now realize its because I did not understand me. Same way some people probably dislike(d) me because they do/did not understand me. . I'm glad to put up this letter first so that other introverted people like me will know and understand, that there's nothing wrong with them and its just the way we are. Also, and more importantly for extroverts to read and understand. I hope some of my extroverted friends get to read this (I really hope they do, seeing as most won't have the patience to. Typical. Lol).
        I stumbled upon this letter and I was happy, because it showed me that I do not have a problem, that I'm not alone, that I'm not an "ogbanje" as some people close to me have often said, albeit jokingly, that I'm not a snob (this particularly hurt me. How could I be a snob when I was grateful you came over to talk to me? it's just unfortunate that I could not articulate an immediate response. I tried to think of the right things to say but you'd already lost interest before I could, by then you'd labeled me snob), I'm not unfriendly (I occasionally lack the knowhow to be otherwise), and NO I DO NOT SUFFER FROM INFERIORITY COMPLEX OR LOW SELF ESTEEM. I had to shout this because I've been "accused" of these by "friends" and even an ex-boyfriend, because of my introverted ways. 
       I put up this letter because from the response it got, its obvious that a multitude of people possess these characteristics/behaviors/mannerisms. We however do not talk about it because really, who's got the time? Plus, we don't know that it's not peculiar to us as individuals, alone.             
       Everything mentioned in this letter may not apply to every introvert, just as some characteristics were left out. I would like do more posts on this because its something that intrigues me. Also knowledge really is power and knowing and understanding myself better has helped me handle situations better and has thus made me a better person. I would also explore Extroversion too. I totally love extroverts. In fact I'm sometimes in awe. 
As always, I'd love to hear, read your thoughts. 


  1. this post is so awesome and true. as an introvert i can relate with alot of things here and also with people thinking i have low sel esteem but because i'm a bit shy

  2. Hurray for introverts everywhere!

  3. Well I'm naturally an introvert but someone once told me that you lose more than you gain by keeping to yourself, so I had to make an effort. It's painful sometimes because it takes me out of my comfort zone but I've noticed positive changes and as an entrepreneur I really have no other choice but to market myself.

  4. I was a bit surprised to read your response on being an introvert. In my head, I thought of you as an extrovert being that you express yourself so well in writing. so reading your short stories/poem gave me that perception of you. I am a bit envious of people who have the gift of writing and knowing how to play with words so beautifully. At least you can write so that should compensate for your lack of words. Anyways i too fit in the category of introverts but on a different level. I strive to come out of my shell and work hard at it because being on the end of a spectrum isn't a good deal. A balance in life goes a long way which is what I long for.

    1. Thank Chineze, most introverts tend to be good it writing because its our "better" form of communication. If I tried to day these words they won't come out quite the same and after a couple of times trying to explain it I just give up. You're absolutely right about finding a balance.

  5. I am an extrovert who loves introverts. I just think they're so deep. Often, I observe them and try to learn from them. You get no recognition, but when u do anything, so much thought is put into it that it comes out great. So yay!


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