So I stumbled upon this and some of the stories really got me thinking...it's amazing/weird/shocking to hear what some people have done or seen.
1. My father got me pregnant at 13. I miscarried after two months. I still can’t be alone in a room with him. I’m now 19.
2. After a night of drinking (with her) I had sex with my girlfriends Mother while she (daughter) was away at camp. I was 17, she was 38 and married.
3. I tried to strangle my mom once when I lost my temper. Ever since then, I’ve done everything I can to keep it in check. I was like 13 years old.
4. I don’t think I’ve ever said this out loud before because it’s so damn weird and people might think I’m more screwed up than I really am, but I’ve always wanted to get into a car accident, like the type that gets you hospitalized and severely hurt. Whenever I drive, I just have this urge to drive straight into traffic or swerve into the opposite lane. People think I hate driving because I suck at it, but it’s really because I have this huge urge every time I’m alone in the car. It’s nagging. I’m in college now and I take the shuttle to school, so I haven’t been driving for a month or so, but whenever I’m in a car I still have that craving.
5. I was sexually abused by my father from age 8-15. We never actually had sex, and he was never aggressive, it just happened. He used to whisper “You feel so soft” into my ear. Now I’m 28…and I always date aggressive, controlling, possessive, violent men. I call them Daddy during sex. It creeps me out but during the moment I just can’t help myself. No boyfriend has ever complained, and if I’m lucky they’ll tell me I’m a good girl. It’s fucked up.
6. I basically killed my mom it was two days after my 16th birthday and I had a haircut appointment about half an hour away my mom picked me up after school and I wanted to drive. I feel asleep at the wheel and went off the road and hit a redwood. My mom died my little brother had to get his spine fused and lost about a third of his small intestine. I told everyone I don’t know what happened and the doctors said short term memory loss is usual in these kinds of accidents but I remember what happened I’ve just never been able to admit that it was all my fault.
7. Not proud, but it happened. I was involved in an all-male three-some. Just to see what it was like. Found out I was definitely straight.
8. My dad used to eat me out when I was little, it started when I was 9. I had this robot book I really liked, he’d start reading it, and slowly tug on my pjs at a key point in the story until by the end of the book, I was waist-down naked. He’d make a little game of it, get me laughing, walking his fingers up my legs, and then tuck his head in. He never penetrated me with his dick though. It ended when I was 13, and he walked in on me eating out my bff/gf-to-be. We chatted about it after, awkwardly as could be expected. He said in a way, he was sort of glad I didn’t have a bf, cuz he didn’t know what he’d do if he found some other guy taking what he couldn’t have, or didn’t allow himself to have. Then I went on to sleep with my friend’s dad when I was 15, and fucked my history teacher at his summer cottage.
9. I’m male. I was raped by 3 boys when I was 10 No one else knows.
10. I set my molesters house on fire.
11. I’m a lesbian. This is this first time I’ve said it seeing as I have a boyfriend. edit: told my boyfriend. He knew.
12. When I was little, my grandfather would play weird “games” with me. I don’t remember most of them, but I knew he didn’t want my grandmother to know about it. Like I said I barely remember those days but I do remember him driving me kindergarten with his penis out several times, he would touch it and talk to it in a ladylike voice. Since then I’ve had difficulty with certain sexual encounters. One moment I would be having a good time, straddling my boyfriend and making out with him, until one wrong move I get paralyzed with fear and burst into sobs. I’m not entirely sure whether he abused me or not, and I am afraid to tell any of my family.
13. I’ve never told anyone in the entire world before and it’s really fucked up, I lost my virginity to a female dog when I was 16. It’s by far the most fucked up thing I have ever done in my entire lifetime, If I could go back I would have never done it.
14. I sexually fantasize about murdering, cooking, and eating people.
15. I fingered and made out with my best friend’s gf during a party one time. Yes, I’m a scumbag. I regret it everyday.
16. Had a threesome during college with a 36yr old woman and her husband. Amazing experience.
17. I’m married and have a young child. I’m a successful medical professional. However, I am completely anhedonic; I cannot and do not experience pleasure. Life is boring and I think about suicide every day. I’m not sad, I’m just bored. If I thought my son would grow up fine without me I would find a fun way to kill myself within the next 24 hours.
18. When I was about 5 till I got to 9 my nanny used to molest me, she made me fondle her breasts, give her head and do the same to me. And I enjoyed it. Now in my 20s I've never had a lesbian relationship but I'm very attracted to women. I've never been able to forget my nanny.
Some of the stories came with names but I took them out. Those fathers and GRANDFATHERS though... Just plain sick!
Goodnight my darlings. Have a fantastic week ahead!