I deleted last night's post because someone called it a pity-party and the thought that it might have been so misconstrued was so unnerving I thought the best thing was to take it off.
Secondly it wasn't to encourage anyone to do anything. It was simply, basically the way I was feeling. And I ended up feeling victorious and overcoming that emotion; therefore it was ultimately meant to ENCOURAGE whoever is struggling that there's always light at the end of a tunnel.
So to the Anon and anyone else who thought it was about pity, I'm way to strong for that... And too realistic to seek pity from people I mostly don't know personally.
To everyone who was thoughtful and kind with the words and advice; Ifunanya, Wale etc. I'm so very grateful.
These moments exist in so many people's lives but just a few of us are actually willing to be vocal about it. I'm sure glad that mine was for a split second before God reminded me that He is.
*love, hugs and sloppy kisses*. Have an Awesome Saturday people!. (Bukky remember we're hooking up tonight. No excuses *straight face*).