Erm, I just like the way that sounded, my week was not in any way eventful. I just missed you guys and wanted to touch base.
So yes, my week was uneventful. Work during the day, work out at night. Work is a bit chill'd at the moment. When I resumed work someone had recently joined the firm. She wasn't there when I left. When I saw her we both eyeballed each other in obvious displeasure. We were in the same class in Uni and you know those people that you never talked to and you never liked, and you were always certain that feeling was mutual. Well, she's one of such so when I saw her I was like God, why?
But as it usually is with people you always see but do not know, you find out that they're really beautiful people when you get to know them, and she's one of such too. I get to work and I'm happy when I see her, I get home and I call her to make sure she got home safe. She's 'good people'.
My social life is on hold right now so no, nothing is happening there. In fact the only thing I had to look forward to all week was that Gigs would be coming to town. I'm with her right now but we're both too tired to speak to each other #anticlimax.
And Oh, the Cookie-Crumble (See here) guy started calling again after sending me a bbm message.
Me: I thought you said you had no desire to see or spend time with me anymore *confused*
Him: Guess there's something about you which I don't know and I can't resist. And well I would not want to resist either.
I'm not in the mood to try to make anything out of that. He's offshore at the moment so I guess we'll meet up when he gets back next week. I'm trying to be excited but it's hard seeing as I'd more or less deleted him from my memory .... Anyways let's see how it goes, hopefully this time I act right.
Another person I'd deleted from my memory is my long time friend from QC who suddenly decided late last year that she was too busy and wanted to be "in her own space". It hurt but after trying to work on our relationship and she wasn't willing I moved on. *Friendship is not by force*. Well she wants us to do something on Sunday and I'm not excited about this either. Not because I don't want to be friends anymore but because (this will sound extremely cheesy but whatever) I don't want to get hurt again. I tend to take my friendships seriously and when a friend goes funny for no reason at all it gets to me. I succeeded in moving on from that one and now she wants us to meet up... I have an urge to say "babes it's either you're in or your out, no half measures this time". I know that will sound super weird and freak her out *LOL* but I'm serious. Don't come and be my friend on Sunday and then disappear into your "own space" after that. I don't need or want many friends but the few I have I hold dear to me.
Another thing I did was to end an emotional affair that was brewing. I want to be a solution not a problem. For me the brain is the most exciting organ in a person. For the first time in a long time I found someone I could talk to about almost anything. He was the first person I'd speak to in the morning and the last person at night. He was becoming friend, adviser, confidante, muse, therapist, sounding board and so much more and it would be so easy to develop strong emotions for him. Unfortunately nothing good can come out of it so I nipped it right in the bud. Experiencing some withdrawal symptoms as normally by now we would have been on the phone for the two hours or so but I'll get past that soon.
I wish you guys a beautiful weekend ahead. Memphis udo o di kwa? And Tiwa you've been MIA. I hope all is fine....