It's been 4months after I literally Unshackled myself from the brink of death.
4months after I ended that bloody courtship to the most vicious beast on earth who both used, misused & abused me.
4months after I ran away from an entire 5yrs of Emotional & Physical Torment at the hands of One man.
4months after & am still rebuilding the tiers of My Self Respect, Dignity & Esteem that he crushed.
Phew, Thank U God for this PURE air of Life!
Then I met him, Yes HIM, He was the WHOLE package, as Handsome as they come & chocolate skinned too. (Permit a Girl to be vain pls).
Above 6ft ... check.
Perfect dentition ... check.
Dimples/Excellent smile ... check.
6Packs ... check.
Intelligent ... check.
Hardworking ... check.
6 figures... check.
Generous... DOUBLE check!
Very Honest & above all SUPER God-fearing. U can call him (Over Spiritual) if u please. LOL
He wasn't the Ying to my Yang.
He wasn't my Knight in shining armour.
He wasn't the 6 to my 5.
He wasn't My Mr Right or Perfect neither is he The One/Great Guy, Oh yeah? U get it Now?
He IS MY WORLD!!!
Well, he's the typpa man who NEVER swears, No obscene jokes, he calls me EVERY night for prayers, sends me scripture quotations to meditate on daily. I know what U think..... Bo-ringgggg.
No Dearies, he gives me a tip of the iceberg into his world of naughtiness once in a while which will be fully unleashed on my deserving self after we say "I DO", very kinky stuffs yeah.
After just a month of dating him, I knew he is My 1st Love, I knew I couldn't have dated any man except him, He took AWAY my world of Fear, Emptiness, Sadness, Worthlessness, Anxiety, Depression & loneliness....
I Suddenly became this Giggly bouncing baby girl, My Happiness was Surreal, My Joy emits golden rays!!!
Oh LOVE!!! Where art thou been ALL My life?
I occasionally look to the heavens & whisper "Thank U God"!
This man makes me want to buy a private jet to say Thank U to all my Ex bfs & flings for letting me Go!
He's Mi Papichulo, Mi Vida, Mi Cielo *Love can make U speak languages U don't even understand *
6months Into this 7th Haven of mine, The UNEXPECTED happens!!! OMG!!!