Good morning buriful pipu! I hope your day started out great already? Me, I'm still in bed tucked under the duvet, sipping on a hot cup of coffee, chewing seedless grapes and perusing the seemingly perfect lives of people on Instagram, very reluctant to get my day started.
So y'all see these two pictures above, right? What's wrong with wanting this kind of love? What's wrong with wanting to feel this way on my wedding day? What's wrong with wanting to see my man shed a few tears when he sees me, his beacon of beauty, grace and hope, walking down that aisle with daddy by my side? What's wrong with wanting to be so overwhelmed with emotions and happiness that I break into tears of joy while my king stands besides me, mopping those tears away? What's wrong with wanting to look at my man and feel like "this is God's way of compensating me for all the pain, disappointment and heartache of the past?" What's wrong with wanting that kind of love?
If you're doing *yimu* to me right now then I command the cloud to change and your face would stay that way all through Christmas into the new year. LOL. (We had this joke as kids that if you distort your face or body even jokingly and the cloud changes, you would stay that way forever...)
Ok so I know that there are no perfect unions, Nubian Princess et Wale I heard what you had to say loud and clear, "happy ever afters" are few and far between, if at all they exist, and I know that that bride above may not even be crying tears of joy; for all we know she could be talking about how she lost a loved one and really wishes they were there...
Yet, there's still nothing wrong with wanting that kind of love.
And maybe I should have titled this Re:On Finding Love and Then Losing It, as per yesterday's post... I'm not asking for perfection or mills&boons kinda situation, I just wanna feel something!
But I'll have you know that last night I talked about everything I'm feeling with him and the conversation that followed was quite pregnant with promise. So, although I'm not sure where we're headed, suffice it to say that I didn't quite end things completely. Like I said yesterday let God's will be done.
And if you read this far then I compensate you with something that I hope would make you smile!
Good morning, once again. Have a blessed day ahead.
And please say a line of prayer for me @ flying fears. I could travel by air every day and still feel jittery once we're in the sky. I pray for minimal turbulence and a safe landing. Amen.