Are some things just in our heads?In 2004, (13 yrs old) I had a dream, I saw two paths and heard a voice saying to me, ''Follow the one on the right'', I woke up. The next night, I dreamt again and saw myself urinating pure blood. In those years I used to hear the voice of the Lord in my dreams. I was filled with the holy spirit and full of life and unending joy. I used to be very bright in school and lovable, with favour from everywhere. I always came up with a first position in class. After the second dream, I told my mum and she said I should pray. I never understood the meaning of those dreams, neither did she.
The following week, on that fateful day when I was taking my bath, I was washing my genital with my soft sponge when I experience the first orgasm of my life. There was an expulsion of Fluid and I enjoyed the feeling. From that day until earlier this year, I wasted my life.
I masturbated on daily basis. I started isolating myself from people and began to keep my secrets to myself. I wasn't getting close to my mom like I used to do. I began to have disturbing dreams like being chased by a cattle herd, being chased and caught by a dog, being mutilated with a sword, finding my self in a toilet doing nothing or in a pit struggling to come out, I experienced Murauding spirit, being pressed and disturbed in my sleep. Sometimes I would hear footsteps and sudden shouts of people running past our premises when Iam asleep, and lots more that I cant mention cuz of time and space.
During this period, I was still hearing the voice of the Lord in dreams telling me to rise up now and pray for mercy. One day, at about 12:30 am, I dreamt and saw myself in a white garment stained with black gutter water and stinking, and I was standing near a toilet and weeping for help. Suddenly I saw three people in pure white garments, came with a basin of water. Two started washing me while one stood and watched. On the process, the water got stained by the black colored gutter on my garment, the people pursed and the water became pure again, then they resumed. After this dream, I knew I was restored, but I failed to pray for the spirit of Holiness to posses me, and I went back to self-service again. My spirit gradually accepted it over the years and couldn't fight against it anymore.
In 2006, my those dreams became to manifest. I dreamt that my garment was stollen by someone, and physically I lost my joy in the presence of God. I dreamt that I and my classmates were climbing a hill and I was slipping down while they were near to the top of the hill. This happened when I started gaining 6th, 7th position in class. I began to loose friends and started hating everyone. I found it difficult to smile ands this caused wrinkles on my forehead. I began to loose divine favour and wasn't lovable anymore. I can't narrate everything here cuz my story is too long.
In conclusion, most of my mates are in the Universities or graduates, but I thank God for my present academic qualification and the Pastor He had used to restore me back into life. I am happy with my life now and would never go back to iniquity anymore, in Jesus' name, Amen.
Please if you are a parent reading this, alsways get closer to your children to know what they are going through especially during puberty. Ask them questions and educate them about the destruction caused by premarital sex and self-service. They are innocent children. Do not allow your little cute baby to loose his life because you are too busy to teach them the bible and educate them about misfortunes caused by premarital sex.
When I say life, i dont mean their breath, I mean their ability and youthful integrity to do exploits in their youthful age. Do not joke with the spiritual life of your children especially at puberty, please.
Iniquity can make someone to go extra miles he is not supposed to go before fulfilling destiny. The girl or boy you are having sex with might have contacted millions of negative spirits from others and transfer it to you via premarital sex. Sex is a bond. self-service is a token to program your future negatively, but there is nothing impossible for God to do.
If you are like me, then remember that God is the creator of everything. He can make you as pure as an Infant again if only you will accept Jesus into your life. Confess your sins and ask the holyspirit to come back to you again. Find a true church and get baptized, study your bible, and you will fulfill your God-given destiny. Do not be discouraged. There is still time. Always pray for God's favor to follw you wherever you go. God bless you.
The above post is from Nairaland, it was titled The Sin Of Self Service and It's Consequences In The Life of God's People. While I found it interesting, what I found even more interesting were some comments. See below:
*the Op is confusing his adolescent growth and biology with religious mental problem...
*Meanwhile, the demons chasing you have reduced your mental capacity to minus zero.. Because we disagree with you does not make us all atheist. Furthermore, I see that your god gave you two options.. Follow me and enjoy, if you no follow me I will whip you with hot iron dipped in lava... You see why your god is a demon..
*I mean, look at all energy expended on writing about self-service, when clearly, it could have been used for some selfless service to humanity.I have told these guys, selfless service to humanity is NOT self service to humanity.
* (in response to the previous comment) My guy, chop knuckle. If Nigerians exerted the same level of concentration and fanaticism towards science and education that they do over what they think God wants them to do with their pricks, Nigeria would be a superpower.
*I had a faint idea of how massive this (universe) was, never knew it was this ginormous. Thanks for the scale bro. @ The last pic. Of course, the Intelligence responsible for even a billionth of this awesome manifestation cannot possibly be petty.