I got married in 2013 and its been nice. My problem now is i recently started chatting with my ex on whatsapp and it has stirred feelings I've tried to supress for a long time, i met ex when i came to serve, then i was dating hubby, we were friends and he was so nice always calling and wanting to be around me whenever he was free, always complimenting me, ps : i am a sucker for compliments and hubby on the other hand i used to beg for his attention. Ex always gave me the attention I craved but I eventually married hubby cos he's fom my state and i didnt know how to break up with him and I didn't want to break his heart.
I always had greater chemistry with ex than with hubby, and I really wanted to settle down, Ex was his parents only son and he is ibo so i didnt see us going anywhere, even when he assured me it wasnt going to be a problem.
Fastfoward to the present, i have a baby now and hubby hardly looks at me, he sleeps on one coner of the bed while i sleep on the other end, he never tells me I'm beautiful or pays me any compliments. He doesn't notice me anymore and even if he sees me chatting on the phone with somebody and laughing he doesn't even care. When we traveled for the holidays he called only to ask about his child. I have been miserable and i know its not a reason to welcome another man into my life but boy it feels good to hear someone tell me I'm beautiful and they miss me and begging me not to shut him out again. Yesterday when ex started texting i decided to chat with hubby, so that I could shift the attention from ex to hubby but hubby never replied my msgs, not like i was expecting him to cos he never does. Now i know I'm not supposed to talk to my ex and i dont plan on seeing him but why does chatting with him feel so good when its wrong. And Is it wrong that I still have feelings for my ex and please what can I do about it?
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