I'm very overwhelmed! I'm posting because it's the first of December and it seems only right to post. I have so much to say but words fail me, I miss the days of carefree blogging, thoughtless, seemingly free of consequences, the days of devoid of attention to monitoring spirits. I miss the days where I'd post and people I know would not call me to make enquiries about my post.
It's the first of December. Yesterday I spent all day in bed, weak. Tired, actually.
I put so much energy into a project. So much of my time, my resources, my focus. Most nights I even sacrificed my sleep 😤. And then yesterday I called someone to inform them that there's been a change in creative direction and then he said "oh, you weren't told...? They've handed the project to *insert big industry name that I have no idea how to even compete with*, they have commissioned them.... You didn't know?"
That was humiliating af!
I wasn't sure how to respond, like, I simply mumbled and trailed off.
The hours that followed had an ugly black cloud hanging over my head.
You win some you lose some, I guess.
This morning I woke up lighthearted, bright and breezy. Where this happiness came from I do don't know, I only pray that it lasts.
Guys, I have no idea what's been happening. I deleted instagram from my phone several days ago as it had become a parasite, sapping my time and giving me nothing in return. I've had no time to check the blogs or the news either. So I have no idea what's happening in the world around me.
A friend said Toke Makinwa is trending, something about dating a 70 year old man whose children have called her out for using their inheritance to buy Birkin bags, N50,000,000 Range Rover jeeps and business class tickets.
Is this true? And why does Toke get called out by them, why don't they caution daddy instead? I think an intervention is in order, daddy needs an intervention...
But I hear the jury in the court of social media is mad as hell at Toke for misleading young girls in thinking that all that luxury and baby girl for life lifestyle is a result of selling a few books and being a media personality... They're mad because she wrote a book about her husband and his mistress when she's also someone's mistress. They're mad because off all the bible quotes and christian inspiration. Hehe.
I don't even know what to say...
Welcome to December people!