I resented all those memes and tweets that complained about January having 375 days, I resented the people who wanted January to be over, I wanted them all to shut up! I was having a freaking great January, it was almost too good to be true and I never wanted it to end. A normal person wouldn't hold on too tightly, after all, this amazingness could very well proceed into February, but still dealing with the effects of a nearly traumatizing 2017, I wasn't in any hurry to let go of such a tremendous month.
I have however decided that February is also going to be a good month for me, in fact, it's going to be much better than January. And so, with this thought in my heart I freely release January, I let go, and I open my arms to embrace a new month and all the blessings it'll bring.
What's going on, people? Did you read Paddy Adenuga's article? Please say yes. It brought tears to my eyes.
I cried, but I've been crying a lot lately. Everything makes me cry, I'm so fucking emotional it makes no sense.
I mean, nothing in that article should have made me cry, but I think when he came to the end and said Remi was friends with the owner of the oil company in Oman, the "secret" company that was bidding for Chevron, Netherlands, and if only he'd opened up to him about it... Yeah, that brought tears to my eyes. If you're yet to read it, it's alright, I'll post it tomorrow.
I also cried yesterday, but these tears I could understand. A friend, in the name of cautioning parents to be alert, sent me two videos that were purely pornographic. What was really fucked up though is that this was child pornography. The first video lasted for about 3 minutes and had a girl of about 2 years performing oral sex on a grown man. This man had a large penis that would not even easily fit into the mouth of a grown woman. The poor child struggled to suck, pushing it into her mouth and then out, just like that bastard had obviously instructed...... Dear Lord. The innocence in her eyes, she had no idea what she was doing.
The second video tore me to shreds. A baby, about 7 months, laying on his back, gently sucking his pacifier, while a man, a man in his 30s, had penetrative sex with him through his anus. I cried. The baby's innocence killed me. But what was more, you could see that the infant barely felt any pain. Can you imagine how many times that man must have raped this 7 month old baby to the point that his anus gets so loose that anal sex does not hurt the child any more! I can barely put my pinky in my anus without screaming in pain.
I deleted both videos and I would like to enjoin anyone in possession of such videos to delete them, please you do not have to share these videos to spread the message. All you need do is ask parents to be extremely watchful and careful who they leave their children with. The world is filled with too many sick and evil people. If you keep such videos on your phone then you're a sick pervert and you deserve to be behind bars. Yes, you deserve to be jailed for watching and enjoying seeing babies being raped!
There's so much I wish I could say, I really should write more. I honestly think my village people are the ones stopping me from blogging because they know how far I'd go if I face this squarely 😒😏😭. LOL.
January also had me reading a lot. I read, like I told you guys, Stay With Me, I will write about it soon. Also, In The Name of Papa by Sally Kenneth Dazie. . I also finally read Luvvie Ajayi's I'm Judging You. I'm currently reading The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck by Mark Manson. I intend to do a lot more book purchases in February so please recommend good reads to me, especially books by Nigerian authors.
Meanwhile, Valentine is exactly two weeks away. How's that looking for you? 😉😉😍
Hehe. Drop a comment, say hello, say Thelma don't let your village people use you; blog more, say how your January was, say how your February will be, say something!